let's start again!back to level one. yes, i haven't updated my blog and yes, i deleted my posts. why? cos i felt like it, heh. BAKA.
'o' levels day two. well, i found the math paper a HUNDRED TIMES easier than our prelim. haha. every question was do-able, to me at least. yesterday, english was interesting. i like paper 2. all of us were dead tired in the mid-afternoon and about to take a train to lalaland and poof! it's passages about dreams! excellent! well whatever cambridge wants to throw at me tomorrow, I'M READY FOR IT!
so once people are rendered 'useless', they're disposed off. they're disregarded. is that how the cycle works? useful, useless. are those the only two types of people in the world? humans are weak, but we can become strong. so what if i fail? i just have to do it again don't i? afterall, what doesn't kill you makes you stonger. i'll just continue to fight the good fight. i'll follow my own path and do my best, knowing that one day i'll look behind and say with satisfaction: 'wow, i've really gone far.'

so today i've graduated. is it goodbye? according to what hung said, there's no goodbye. heh. i was thinking about my time in peirce, and i figured everything happened for a reason. failures, successes, hatred, love, fun times, depressing times. and that's what made me who i am today. cheesy? well that's my true feelings on this. there are definitely moments i would like to hold onto. like the suanings. heh. those were comical. the gay times. disgusting but kinda cute and funny. the death glares, the gossip, it all matters, somehow. heh. i'll be saving the graduation presents for when we next meet to collect our o level results. that's the real 'goodbye'. and i know the perfect gift:) so may we all just do well for o's and get it over and done with. i would say 'goodbye and good riddance', but no. i'll say this instead: 'Nankurunaisa (nan-kuru-nai-sah). Live for today but look forward to tomorrow, and don't forget to smile. Cos whatever will be, will be.' (taken from Blood+)